I felt it, but I couldn’t put it into words. My relationship with Olumide was not going well. Today, those nagging thoughts at the back of my head came back, telling me that I still hadn’t found what I was looking for. It wasn’t anything he had done to upset me. He was still as thoughtful and as caring as he was when we first got together. He still bought me gifts and flowers, still took me out to dinner, and still cared about my welfare. But my problem remained. His sweet words made me happy when I was with…