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    I am not sorry anymore, world.
    The internet you shoved down my throat
    And the grotesque knowledge you dropped
    Onto my stunting spine taught me that
    To be a woman, my forte would be,
    Not a sharp mind but a sharp tongue.
    That I had to spit-
    Lewd and rude from pretty lips with lipstick mounted on them.

    It is you,
    You who taught me that-
    Woman was acronym for; War Over Males ANew!
    That we had adopted new tactics against men.
    The strength of womanhood placed on a weighing scale,
    Would be measured by the kilogrammes of
    How many pillows I had lain on
    And how many men’s mattresses had dipped with the weight of my body.
    That the coveted for trophy would be presented to me,
    With the measure of how many drops of tears my cup of vanity had collected,
    And how many hearts my overgrown fingernails had scoured.

    Isn’t it you who taught me-
    To scrub the melanin off my skin?
    For the fire in me would be revealed
    Through the beauty of my newly acquired light skin.
    Isn’t it you who whispered
    That my femininity was evidenced by
    The number of Instagram followers
    Who unlike the disciples to Jesus, would hang onto the gospel…
    Of the edges and curves of my body
    And the wit of a sexually induced mind?

    How dare you change your mind then?
    And tell me that the price of femininity had changed…
    That I had to grow the branches of a discerning mind and heart…
    That ladies like Maya Angelou and Malala Yousafzai…
    Had taken the mantra from the hands of women
    Whose nudity and sexuality was weightlessly carried through
    The air for all to see….
    How dare you turn your back on me
    Seeking to un-teach all the things;
    That you had buttressed into my being?   


    (c)  Kakinda Maria Birungi [UGANDA]

    – Shortlisted for the Babishai Niwe Poetry Award 2016

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    I am not Sorry Anymore via @theMagunga
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    Angela

    A beautiful piece this is..

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